Far Far Away

July 2010, it was the first time when I met him in a class at a well-known tutoring. The first time I know him, just as usual, but unlike Sangga, I actually like him since I met him first.
Second week of July 2010, we already enough to know each other, but in the same week I wasn't like Sangga anymore ... And time to home finally came, I was shocked after he and Gregi ask my cell phone number, and then I give it to them. When I was on my way home, he and Gregi send me a letter via sms, only a few conversations. And the days were over.
The third week in July 2010. I started the day by looking at his numbers, I don't know why I'm doing it, I was also confused, and somehow, there is something different from me ... I feel like, waiting for the day when tutoring arrived only to see him again. And that day I've been wait came around, for some reason I feel so happy, he like to change all the feelings in my life and give back to the bright colors in every color that has faded. I wish that day wasn't ended ... But time went by too fast ...
Final week of July 2010, I do not know what I want to do, I also look back a few sms from him that since the second week we were sms-ing. I was happy and for some reason, suddenly ... I feel ... I loves him so much ...
Skipping August September October November December and January 2011.
Beginning in February 2011. Semester 2 also has been going on for 2 months. Every day passed, I feel loving him more, I hope he can understand. But somehow I feel he was in a distance ... Far far away. I feel so close to him but something makes me feel more distant from him.
End of February 2011. I create a poem inspired my the feeling that is not conveyed to him. I can write poetry also thanks to his encouragement, maybe if there's no encouragement from him, I would not be able to write a poem.
Beginning in March 2011. I'm feeling more and more love him, and I couldn't avoid it. I found myself was puzzled, why I can be so very fond to him. I love him... Because he was different from most another people around me. I'll never be able to forget it. And to express all the love I had to him, I create a book that I dedicated just for him. I'll give that book to him on my birthday. He, who inspired me to see the world with a differrent perspective... He, who taught me to do better again... He, who has provided a varitey of colors in faded colors of my life... He, who makes everything so much better... All the things we've been through, it's too hard to forget it and my brain always save our memories on the folder that named: You and I are Sweet Memories...

Person who always accept you, love you, with all of her heart:

Nisa R Aulia

Person behind the story that makes my life so colorful and meaningful:

R Adhitya P A